The feelings that hurt most, the emotions that sting most, are those that are absurd - The longing for impossible things, precisely because they are impossible; nostalgia for what never was; the desire for what could have been; regret over not being someone else; dissatisfaction with the world’s existence. All these half-tones of the soul’s consciousness create in us a painful landscape, an eternal sunset of what we are.
things I should be doing:
things I want to do:
thing that I am putting off for no conceivable reason:
|LITERALLY NOTHING SUMS UP MY LIFE MORE THAN THIS|
the hardest part about breaking up with someone is it’s like you’re breaking up with their pets too.
if you use my colored pencils you better put them back in rainbow order
me whispering to my dog in the dark: hey.. you still up?